Hi,
It feels as though you have been reading my mail Dorothy... My husband died 4 months ago and like you I have found the house quiet and empty - amazing how one person can make so much 'noise' in our lives. And like you, I am impatient for the time when it own't hurt so much. But still I want to feel what I feel - does that make sense? For me, it's finding the balance between being busy and having quiet. This last week seems to have been a bit too busy.
Have you found a place where you can comfortably volunteer? I am hoping to look more in the new year. My husband always enjoyed Christmas so much - I think childhood in Newfoundland started that:) but for me January 2 was always my happier place.
A member, Kirstie started Feel like I am losing my mind this morning. Her husband died in October. Could I ask those of you on this thread to consider responding to her?
Take care all
Katherine