Hi Tereska,
I am so sorry to hear what you and your Mom are going through. It's definitely not easy with so many emotions going around and around. I went through the same thing a few years ago and found some lovely people from this group that supported me through the hardest time of my life. I hope you are finding the same from this group and it is helping to give you a bit of strength. It really helps to talk to those who have gone through it and are going through it. Know that you are not alone and there are people that understand what you are going through and are here to listen. Just take it all one day at a time and be with your Mom as much as you can. One thing I regret, is not taking more pictures and videos. I would definitely suggest doing that if you could. As hard as it is for me to watch videos, I wish I had more, especially for my son. Take care Tereska.
Nikki