Cath1
I can identify with the waves of grief. For me there are many days where I am living okay but some days it just hits me. The hardest part now at this one year mark is trying to find my place in this new world where and who I am and what I want to do. I still am trying to find my way and the aimless meandering is hard for me. But I can tell you that the warmth of knowing what I have far outweighs the pain of what I lost. I long to see Donna. Today is my birthday and I put up on FB the Beatles singing ‘When I turn 64 will you still love me’ I said “I will not get to hear her answer”
I miss her but I know she is without pain and she was loved greatly without fear.
Mark