Lost:
For me I see that it was not only the mojo that was lost but I was. And 5+ years after Donna's dx and 2+ year following her passing there are moments when I am not sure who or where I am. The interstitial periods between the feeling lost is expanding but the pain is still there but, in a different fashion. I know it seems like I am relating how it never gets better. No that is not my goal. It does get better but relative to who we are and what we have seen and lived. There is something called Post Traumatic Growth which is what occurs in many following trauma or loss.
I have written a long winded piece on it and my story. "Caregiving, Loss, Grief, and Recovery: A Journey" it may give you some new ideas to consider. Here is the URL:
There is a quote I open with "The sun comes up even when the curtains are closed" it is from Brandy Clark a singer song writer. Kind of sums it up for us.
Be well and keep speaking to us here.
Mark