Hi Sadlou, just read your posts, and read myself in them. My boyfriend passed last week,
and my situation is very similar to yours. Cancer too. It was a long tortuous several months. How are you getting along now? I see your posts dated around end of May, so
it hasnt been long. It IS a very very lonely feeling, and all we can do is try to keep one
foot in front of the other. Everyone says, "Anything we can do, anything, let us know" but
at the end of the day, you don't like to feel like you're burdening anybody. I do have a
dog which really helps, but he sees me being so depressed that he just lays there looking
at me all the time. I also can't work right now, but you're right, at least the sunshine outside is sure a lot better than if it was dark,rainy and cloudy. I live in BC as well.
I hate when the night comes.
Wondering how you are doing, and if you have been doing any coping methods?