Hello

Im sorry But I tried writing a story last night and today and before I could submit it

 it deleted the screen turned blue and everthing I wrote disappered

                                                                 Im to nerves to try again

           what could of happen

Hello

 Sorry I was upset the last two messages I will try again.

Getting through the day can be quiet hard at times. I’m still off work so I tend to keep 

Quiet busy   but lately I’ve been trying to seat and think my life out and where I’m   going

Not so easy to do with half your thoughts gone. I’m sill on my doctor’s pills to keep me stable.

But the other day I decided to try it without them not smart at all. I will tell you why I tried

Maybe some won’t believe but that’s okay I didn’t when it first happened so hers the

Story in the short version.

The family started seeing signs every where examples money on the

Floor. Then it happens again same place bird features front of doors

And many more but the biggest was to come.

One of my daughters old school friends who use to hang out at home

Went to a medium to see if she could talk to one of her relatives but it

Backfired and my wife stepped in instead totally took control.

So after the medium got it a little organized my daughters friend new whot it was .went home and called my daughter once we got wind of it

And heard the tape we were going nuts we new it was my wife by the tape then we had to beg for a meet with the medium who was leaving

The next day she did agree to see us before she left we met the next day when we walked in for an 1hr and 8 minutes it was all Mary Ann

My Dad did have a chance to put a few words in but Mary Ann Made sure we new it was her things nobody new except us or one Member

In the family Id say 90% no one else could have known She was assume

I would do it again in a heart beat.

All I can say is she is my true rock and I Love her with all my

Heart and we will be in the spirit world with all our relatives

When we cross over .

This medium was a true angle

                                                I hope people understand

My only problem is she is not here and we cant do the things we did every day and on holidays, kids , partys, Christmas etc.

We are going to work on it real hard to include her because she is always around us

I would love to talk to people about this any time

                                                  Thanks for reading

    My Rock

Hey Missy

Your story touches my heart.  I wish there was a group out there for you.  It seems you need a nice, big, warm Group Hug.

You may not be up for this challenge right now, but knowing how important it would be to you, do you think that with the help of others you could someday establish a "drop in" grief support group for other people to access?  

Having been a hospice volunteer for four years now, I find that for some people:

a) reaching out to others, who are hurting sometimes increase their own pain.

b) and for others, reaching out like this can   1) soften one's own pain by comforting others  and 2) give an extra purpose to one's life

Before embarking on such a venture, one would have to know oneself very well to determine if it would be a good thing (or not) to do.

Sending you VirtualHugs and best wishes.

eKim