Hi TracieBugs,
How are things with you these days? I haven't forgotten about you, but I've been having some really tough and emotional days. It seems the weekends do that to me, nuff about me! LOL.
I'm glad to hear your picnic went well, except for the oldest taking shots at you. I guess when things like that happen, the best thing to do is walk away and not get caught up in the "fight"! I'm sure she was emotional and perhaps it was easier to express it through anger than to deal with it by crying and feeling the pain!
At first I was going to rant about your brother and the way he treats you...however, I'm trying a new approach in life (yes, we can learn new tricks!) by trying to understand people, rather than judge...which is way easier I might add. Good for you for standing up to him! I'm sure the lack of control in his life is hard on him, and he tries to control what he can. Once all the legal stuff is finalized you can pick and choose when he is in your life, and not the other way around. I'm quite happy you can vent with me...we're good that way, huh!?
It's amazing what anger/grief brings out in people. I know your youngest daughter's statement was innocent, but I also understand the pain you felt from hearing it!
I feel like a spoilt princess...Don has taken such good care of me and does so much to keep me happy, that the last week was tough on him and me. He's been sick with the flu since last Sunday and basically stuck in bed! I don't mind taking care of him at all; but I've been going through some emotions. I took Friday off, and all I did was cry and feel sorry for myself. I'm going to have to get used to not being busy and staying home as his surgery is next week. Then he will be bedridden for 4-5 weeks...I need to quit feeling sorry for myself and just move on! It's also hard on him too! He doesn't like being helpless physically! He's always apologizing. Hmmmmm...now that I'm writing it, it seems to me that I am a very spoilt wife! I better smarten up and start thinking about him, rather than feeling sorry for myself...bad DEB!!!!
We've had such awesome weather this month...July was basically written off, I'm sure it rained every day! The first time ever, I planted flowers and they all died as they were water soaked! I'm going to have to learn to garden next year and plant them properly I guess!
So, Don's surgery is next Thursday, then he has another one in October...then he has 6 chemo sessions...which will take him to March 2014! Wow, over 1 year of treatment and surgeries. We are hoping to get a vacation in between the surgeries and chemo therapy! I will be off work for most of September...again...hopefully, my daughter will be gainfully employed so I have my days to myself.
Well, I'd like to stay and continue our conversation, but work beckons once again. Take care of yourself! HUGS, Deb