Hi Saara,
I am happy to know that my writings share your feelings. I know what it's like to be alone😔
Over the last several months, I have changed who I thought I was. I stayed in the role of caretaker for as long as I could. Only once the estate had been settled and my best friends world that she built had been disassembled....did I feel lost.
And so now, as of January, I have reinvented my world.
This is a strange task- one that I know I need , but it surprised me so I was not prepared.
My world has changed...
I have changed, and I had always thought I knew who I was.
So the path continues.....It twists and it turns....And the best I can say is that I have become better at adapting to that.
Saara...You are in my thoughts daily.......Be confident in your role right now....Cheryl33 said it best....You are no longer equal.....You are the supporter. This is your strength....This is your role... This is who you need to be, for both of you.
Godspeed friend - I send my thoughts, I send my strength- I send a strong arm to hug you tight.
WM