Hi MaryMary,
I'm sorry to hear about your husband. It's awful to witness our loved ones struggle but we are there to support them and see them through it because of we love them so much.
I think people react so badly to dying people because they don’t know how deal with the situation. In our culture, death and dying seem to be taboo topics. People say or do things thinking they are helpful but they aren’t. I remember when I was care giving for my dying Mom, people would ask a simple question like “How are things?” I’d want to say “Things suck! My mom is dying of cancer and it’s not fair that I’m going to lose her!” Eventually, I realised when it came to dumb questions and people behaving stupidly, it was just easier emotionally to ignore their comments/behaviour because they don’t realize what they are doing. Getting upset with them just drained my emotionally and I needed that to conserve that energy to care for my Mom.
The other thing I did was limited visits with people who behaved stupidly as it drained my Mom too. If people want to visit but can’t behave in a way that doesn’t stress you and your husband out, limit their visits and don’t feel guilty about it. At the end of the day, it’s about your husband and you and NOT about others needs or emotions.
Hope this helps,
GWTBB