this site has been my go to... i dont have alot of family support and my relationship is falling apart, he thinks that my moms cancer has nothing to do with me, doesnt understand why im upset and feel like im on the verge of a nervous breaksown and cry sometimes at the question how are you, and it is never him asking. my mom is getting weaker every day, more pain means more morphine, she is sleeping alot and barely eats. i know this is to be expected but it breaks my heart, its hard being the caregiver and daughter, im losing my best friend slowly everyday. She is still living in her own apartment and i do go everyday to make her something to eat... she loves A&w lol so if that is what she wants than that is what we have, i have given up on trying to make things that i think are better for her, does it really matter? im sorry im venting, one thing i know for sure is that this experience or whatever you call it is changing me. And making me angry and this sick feeling in the pit of my stomach is awful.