I was just thinking of writing. Great minds! :-) Wish I can say things have changed. Life is beautiful. yada, yada. Alas, tis not the case. Went thru a lot of effort to get my mother into my pain specialist. He prescribed morphine for her, but of course she didn't want to take it Se la vie!!
Not sure I mentioned that she had a 2 falls - last week and the week prior. She got pretty bruised up. But, I was able to get home care to stay for 2 hrs beginning on Monday. I keep thinking my mother as a queen in a prior life or is aspiring to be one in this. LOL. On the other hand, I must have been a waitress or slave in my prior life and am still one in this. :-(
Trying to focus more on work - learning video production editing these days. My brain doesn't retain as it once did. But then again, surprised I'm retaining what I do. The dogs are fine, except for my golden ret who injured a hind leg around Oct/Nov. He's another one milking it for all it's worth. He has no problem outside, but once in the house, that's another matter. Waiting for the other take take Buddy's route.
A friend of mine was telling me she was surprised I hadn't slit my wrists yet. (ha) Was thinking about that last night - not doing it just thinking why I haven't. But I have to see how all this stuff is going to turn out. How I'm going to pay funeral expenses. What I'm going to do next. Will I survive mentally and what toll has it taken on me. I'm pretty sure no one will understand that I'm in debt because of my mother - trying to give her everything I can and make her comfortable. Think she can challenge most celebrities her age for the amount of clothes she has with price tags left on. Oh well, what will be will be!
It was good hearing from you NatR and Hi to everyone. I wish you all a Happy Valentine's Day! (in advance!) :-)