Thank you!
Yes, as I wrote don my feelings, things did become clearer.
You are right, if I were to think about what my Mom would have to say...she would want me to do what I wanted and be happy. I guess, it is only a name after all...I still take with me all that she taught me and that will never change.
It is my life and I have to realize I have to live it my way and not stay in the past. That is easier said then done. I know she would be proud of me and yet, likely a bit upset that I have hung onto something that wasn't working for me for so long! LOL!
So, I guess I am embarking on a new chapter...
Paula